we were never close
though i thought differently
for a little while

i hated myself
for choosing to be with you
when it was all wrong

but you took interest
and made me feel wanted, watched
i craved your longing

then the discovery
i had your life inside me
and you never knew

thank god for the day
thousands of miles away
our angel grew wings

imagine the shock
flushing her future away
i could only stare

yet still, i wonder
with our paths now so far apart
would you want to know?

would you change your life
would you see things differently
if you knew the truth?

or would you stand there
hearing your, “what might have been …”
happy it was not